so this year is about to come to an end and i'm reflecting on all that has happened and what i'm going to make sure changes next year. i'm sure i'm not the only one who makes resolutions that i don't stick to. it's not that they're unattainable. it's just that i say things like i'm gonna be nicer to people. i think i have said this same thing since 1997 or 98 and i dropped the ball at least a week into the new year. but if you knew some of the maggotsacks that i have come across in the past ten years, then you would understand why i am the evil person that i am today. but enough about that.
so my resolution this coming year is to treat people the way they treat me. screw that kill em with kindness crap because all that does is give people a reason to think they can just walk all over you and i don't recall reading the word "welcome" on my forehead. i'm also going to limit myself to three, count em 3, swear words a day. but that's only what i speak. as far as writing goes, there will be no limit. i'm also going to finish writing my book. i know i was just on a corporate vacation that lasted 4 1/2 months but that's why it's called a vacation. i didn't have it in me to write. but enough about resolutions. let's see how well i stick to them.
as far as this past year goes...let's just say i'm glad it's over. i closed the chapter on a book that should have been closed two years ago. it felt good. so that's one less person i have to curse out next year. see how i'm making that first resolution attainable? there's a book of my life that won't be closed for another 14 years and then there's the 17 year book. i ask myself how i get myself into these shananigans. i came to the realization that i was too trusting and now i trust people as far as a fish can spit. but fish don't spit, you say. so there you have it...I DON'T TRUST!!! and it's not just the opposite sex either.
now my book. this is my real second baby (no offense cam). i've been going thru examining the material that i have and it looks like i'm going to have to do a sequel. that's gonna be hot. i have had the title worked out for years now (it's an attention grabber, too) and got it copywritten already. ain't i a stinker? so my best friendgirl is probably gonna give me shaken babay syndrome because i didn't finish while on stay-cation but i'm pledging to keep this resolution. my idea is that blogging will give me a chance ot get rid of the thoughts that are crawling thru my mind at that given time and allow me to focus on editing the material i have for my book. oh...did i mention i am writing a book?
and now that i have this out of my head, let me get my week started. i've got work tomoorow and it's gonna be hectic. i just feel it in my bones.
