Friday, October 8, 2010

"all of my friends are dead and on money"

i realized a long time ago what my Father meant when he would say that. but i can honestly say, i do have a few friends who aren't on money. i'm not the nicest person to everyone (ok. i'm not nice to anyone), but there are people that i enjoy spending time with.
one friend in particular i've known for fourteen years. she and i can go months without speaking and will pick up right where we left off when we do get in touch. that's my girl and i think the world of her. she and i have had our ups and downs (mostly over her giving her advice about the loser i was with at the time) but thru it all i love her for it. she's a few years older than me so it took me a while to see she was trying to keep from from making the same mistakes she may have made. i just wish i would've listened to her instead of being mad at her doing what a friend was supposed to do. so here's to you, LynLisa...I LOVE YOU!! i hate that we don't talk the way we used to but when we do, i cherish those times.
my best girlfriend Santrise the Masterpiece is my counterpart. we are the same astrological sign so we get each other. not once have we had a disagreement in over eleven years and i doubt we will ever have one. she has my back and i have hers. although her favorite color is pink and i despise the color, she's the best. I LOVE YOU MASTERPIECE!!!
i've always been the girl to have a closer friendship with guys than girls (maybe growing up with five sisters has something to do with it) so it's no surprise that my best friend at the moment is an awesome man. what can i say about him besides "HE'S THE BEST" imagine knowing someone that you know you can never get mad at because that's how it is. he knows all the right things to say and just hearing his voice makes me smile. so this goes out to you, Cas...YOU'RE THE EFFIN BEST!!!
i recently got back in touch with my best friend from high school, J. B. Mills and he is of course a guy. we were inseparable in school and now i'm glad that we have gotten back in touch thanx to the wonders of cyberspace. so to one of the first men outside of family that i ever truly loved...THANK YOU JAY BAY for showing me at a tender age what a great guy is.
can't forget about my Johnny aka Remix. although you have the same name as one of my mortal enemies, you have always been respectful and sweet. i love that you have placed me on a pedestal and never let me fall. keep the long talks and great advice coming. I HEART YOU TO LIFE!!!
they say everybody has a twin somewhere in the universe and i believe i have been fortunate to meet mine. that would be my ACE Luz aka Light. she is so totally the mexican version of me. we have way too much in common and i know that we will be friends until the end of time. i can see us now as old ladies still just as fiery as ever and not taking shit from anybody. so a toast to mi hermana. I LOVE YOU!!
last but not least is my bestie Nathaniel. i don't know what i would have done these past two years without you. i call you Nate the Great because that's what you are. i know i've only told you once but I LOVE YOU more than you can imagine and i really can't imagine my life without you.