talking to myself

i was sitting in my room the other day ordering tickets for a comedy show and out of nowhere i said, "i miss you." then i sat there to ponder why i said it. i realized i miss being friends with the Mr. and started to call him up and tell him. guess he had me on his mind and decided to call me. i knew it was him before i answered (gotta love everyone having their own ringtone) and answered the phone sounding so cliché. "i was just thinking of you" and caught myself before i could say anymore. he of course responded "yeah right" and we continued with our conversation which i seem to forget what it was about. isn't it wacky how we can miss something about someone but they seem to disappear from our thoughts just as quickly as they entered? i later chalked up my 'missing you' thought to the fact that i was ordering tickets to see a comedian he and i always used to quote lines from. and that's what i told myself "out loud" so that i wouldn't sit and over-analyze the outburst any further.