caution: heavily medicated for your protection

being sick is the "pits" and yesterday was one of those days i was forced to take the pain meds that my doctor prescribed. the thing is they do nothing for the pain, and in most instances, makes my brain go into hyper-drive until i fall asleep. well yesterday after taking my meds, i apparently got calls and texts from numerous people and i didn't remember any of them until i was going thru my missed alerts, which included texts from people i don't speak to on a regular basis. seeing this made me want to check my log of all of my interactions and there were of course calls from people that i speak to on the regular (just don't know what i said). the text messages i sent are what bothered me more than anything. i did everything from tell someone i miss them to telling someone else that i despise them and then there's confessing undying love to someone else. i felt like pouring all of the pills down the toilet after reading the madness. i am still trying to figure out how to go about "saving face." any ideas?