i am not one who trusts easy. that is due mainly to a long term relationship with someone who repeatedly hurt me followed by another relationship with someone who knew all of the hurts i experienced with that person and they tried the same things. i'm not dwelling on those situations. i just want you to understand why i feel the way i do about relationships. i have no problem meeting new people but i have a tendency of shutting down when someone tries to get close to me.
i have a really good friend who i also like to think of as my "stepson" because i joke all the time about stealing his Father from his Mother. he came to visit me yesterday after working on his car. he knows how much i love the smell of grease. don't judge me. but we had a nice conversation and after he left, i felt so good. talking to him always makes me feel better no matter what we talk about. past conversations have mainly been about my ex but we eased away from those and talked mostly about cars. he's one of the few people who are in my :circle of trust" and i'm so glad to have him in my life. not like he'll ever read this, but i just want to say thank you for making my week end on a high note.
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