22 may 2011 marked the four year anniversary of my Mother passing on. i realized earlier today when i was cleaning out my inbox on my phone that a good friend of mine has the same last four digits of their phone number that my Mother had (and me sometimes when i took her phone) and i wanted to cry. i didn't because i was in the car on my way to the workit job. they already think i'm crazy and i have no intentions of letting them in on the well known secret that i'm certifiable. so i called myself sucking it up and my phone went off. i got a text message from another fantastic friend of mine asking "where u at?" and was sad to reply, "work" (i even added *pouting* for effect). so i sat at work all day bored out of my mind wondering if my friend remembered what sunday was and if he was somehow trying to console me but even if he forgot (which i doubt), he made me feel better with a simple text because i could only imagine what was in store for me had i not been at work.
i finished a book that i had been working on and was able to actually exhale when i was done. the recipient was very grateful and it only made me realize why i gave it to her in the first place. my friend luz is beyond awesome (she's one of the few people i consider a friend, remember) and i bought a book from hallmark that i was able to personalize. one of the entries that i wrote a month ago confirmed why i cherish her so much. she reminds me so much of my own Mother the way she doesn't judge me despite knowing so much about me. she offers her opinion in a non-invasive way and that only makes me cherish her even more.
so i want to take this opportunity to thank the two of you for taking the sting off the hurt i'm feeling over losing my first best friend. i heart you both to pieces.
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