i learned from the best...

i learned from you.
what did you take from that title? what about the subtitle? it isn't directed to anyone in particular.
 i was texting my friend lyndon the other day and we were planning to hang out. in case you were wondering, yes this is the same lyndon i had a crush on for over a decade. he is still just as awesome as the first day we met and i have to remind myself that we went years without speaking even though it's like we never stopped. i really enjoy our textersations. mainly because he is so humble and down to earth. we were discussing a date to catch up and he throws in a disclaimer about seeing someone new. why did he go and do that? i had to read the text about three times before i texted goldie to see what sideways remark she was going to say. she called instead and made it her business to chew me out for not making a move on him. the question is...do i really want to make a move? i know i've said for the longest that i want to have a "romantic interlude" with him, but now i just don't think i want to do it. it's not that i think he is no longer awesome. it's just the mr is consuming my time and thoughts right now and i don't know how he would take me being with someone else. plus i have that "one at a time" rule that i like to stick to. so, what do i do?
i started to call one of my exes to see what he would do if he were me, but i decided against it. i could always call good ole dwayne and see what he has to see. he's always been good at advice (even when it came to him). there's always trusty Remix. yes. i think that's what i will do. i'm going to make it my business to call him tomorrow afternoon. that way i know he's taken care of any extra-curricular activities he had scheduled for the a.m.
although i have done the relationship "thing" since high school, i am still learning. those were three men with three different personalities, although the last two had more in common, who i learned quite a bit from. so i'll take my lessons and pass the tests. thanx for being my teacher, good or bad.