i'm not the type of person to let people in to my "circle" so easily, but recently i allowed myself to make a new friend. boy was i wrong for doing so. not even two weeks into the friendship, they start showing their true self. and i must admit, not a pretty picture. i guess since your first intention was to be more than a friend and i turned you down, you put up a facade in hopes that i would change my mind. uuuhh NO!!! for two weeks, we sent silly jokes to one another by text and now that you see i'm not giving in, you show your true colors. they're not bright at all. why can't people understand i'm single and i enjoy my status. i'm not trying to change it anytime soon. or later for that fact. i just want to enjoy my friends (who are the bee's knees) and go about my business. i don't want the extra added stress of worrying about someone else's moods and being careful of what i say because i don't want to hurt their feelings that day. screw that. i have enough moods of my own and can sometimes offend one of the voices in my head when i say the wrong thing. so what the fuck makes you think i want to be bothered with you and your issues as well? hold that thought, and take it somewhere else because i'm not going for it.
one good thing came about me dismissing this "new" character. i got in touch with my ex-husband from my next lifetime. and it of course started with a text. so maybe i'll see him this weekend. maybe i won't. we won't know until the time comes.
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