...woke up to filthy moths.
what the fuck? i hate when my day starts off on a sour note. and this time, it's all over nothing.
why can't people just take you for your word? why is it so hard to believe when someone says they are not upset? i am not really always mad. there are just times when i need to let off a little steam. it's not like i'm doing something all humans don't do. so if reading my freakin blog gives you the impression i am always mad, don't. i am a rather upbeat person despite all that i have been thru. i could spend a lifetime telling you half the stuff. but i don't let that stuff get me down. i use that as a stepping stone to a better "me"
well you're probably wondering what the filthy moths i "woke up to" is all about. of course it's relationship issues. i'm single and going thru relationship problems. how is that you ask? well i have an unofficial "boyfriend" who in my eyes, is the bee's knees. it's just sometimes we bump heads and today was a real doozy. i'm not going to go into details about our disagreement. i am just going to say, some of the things expressed made me see him in a whole new light. hell, it made me see us in a whole new light.
the question i'm sitting here asking myself is, what do i do with this newfound discovery? *insert me putting on my thinking cap*
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