mayday!! mayday!! i'm having a meltdown...

and this is so not the month for it! and that was definitely the wrong time to have one. there were water works and everything. i tried not to do it, but he made me. he says it's for the best. i don't know about all that. this is supposed to be my month that i shut down, but it doesn't look like he's going to let me. i told him we could discuss anything he wants starting the first of june. he said he's okay with it, and i'm sure he's going to stick to his word. i think i'm going to be okay with the discussion when we have it. i know it won't take place before the fifth so that gives me me a month.