a great friend of mine was talking to me as his "homie" and advised me that i should go ahead and consider becoming unsingle. seems he read one of my recent posts and can't understand why i'm keeping to myself. he understands why i want to be single, but why i keep myself to myself he can't grasp. i am trying to enjoy no commitments outside of being a mother. i almost don't ever want to go back to work because then i would be committing myself to a company. i am not going to say i am considering it. i am considering pulling a disappearing act just to avoid it. but a certain individual is very persistent and says he will find me, some way somehow. now what does my trusty friend have to say about this? who knows? i have yet to ask him what he thinks about this. in the meantime, i think i'll sit back and enjoy these last few days of workit job freedom. can't go back to work tied down to someone. not that i'm trying to find love at work. i've never been about that. i go to work to get paid. i just happen to make associates along the way.
so the question is do i take my friend's advice? do i step into that box and give the relationship scenario another spin? i'm kinda already in the box and i don't like the way it makes me feel. that's how i know i'm not ready to be in a relationship. so despite what anybody suggests or feels, i'm going to continue to be single.
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