what the fuck? it's wednesday. i may as well

i had another random up wake episode today. and yes! you read correctly. i said up wake. i have been having them more than usual lately ( well we can let yesterday's slide because my alarm was set) and it is really starting to annoy me. usually when i get up in the middle of the night, i can go right back to the land of inkin blinkin and nod, but not on up wake random days. these are the days when i'm up between three:thirty and four a.m. in the morning and i try desparately to go back to sleep for hours only to doze off just before it is time for the bigger abbreviated americans to start getting up for school. then it is annoying because i am a light sleeper and they tend to sound like a clan of ogres in the a.m. so i'm forced to get up and put on my superwoman costume and do the Mother thing while running on a few hours of sleep. then we have incidents where i attempt to stay woke during the course of the day and i nod off in the midst of another activity. let's take yesterday for example. my princes and i were watching a movie and i decided to have a cup of johan to make sure i stay up and what do you know...i spilled (more like poured) the coffee in my lap. and it was only about five:00 in the evening. sure, they're usually outside playing at that time, but for some strange reason, they were indoors. well needless to say the coffee incident heightened my aggravation with random up wake days. so today i do believe i will make it "official sarcasm is my first language day" some of you fuckboys and girls better watch out. just make sure you let me know if what i say offends you...so i can say it again some other time. thanx for being a team player. well on that note, i'm going to sign off. Lata Gata!!